Turkey Mania

I think my obsession with the holidays is to compensate for the immense sadness of knowing a huge part of my life is behind me. It is officially almost a year where I have been without the utmost comfort of maternal love. It is saying goodbye to my youth. I realize that this is it. This is my life and is truly up to me to make the most of thse experiences :)

Someone once told me, "we are spiritual beings having a physical experience" it struck me as silly when I first heard these words.



Now I realize the validity and truth of it.



I am ever so thankful for my life, family, friends, and opportunities that have come my way thus far.



I feel lucky to have loved as deeply as I have experienced thus far. Even though it is gone now, I am now realizing how important it is for me to have that memory to draw upon. I will always love what we had and am okay with it staying being a part of my past.



I am thankful for my life!