Wednesday, September 29, 2010

Catch 22





Feel a strong sense of cognitive dissonance. A walking contradiction. How does it seem that four years have just swept by. Time is of the essence. Be in the now.

This view is from my office. A place of comfort, tension, camaraderie, challenges, and my utmost place of growth and development. I am both grateful and resentful of this opportunity.

The sunrise allows the peace.

Namaste,

Thursday, September 23, 2010

FALL CONTEMPLATION





I am thinking of getting something like this for my newest tattoo. I just realized it has been six and a half years since my last one!!! Getting that bear claw was a fond memory for sure.

This one will be a motivation to keep my mind open and ready to accept new challenges that come my way. A constant challenge I face is dealing with the lack of appreciation for my job. I am grateful to have a job and a good one that provides a great life for me but... i can't help but feel pigeon holed into this life.

Friday, August 13, 2010

Welcome Back to the Land of the Living


Happy Left Hander's Day to all those folks out there who have never felt quite right... haha get it? Right? Wow... I think I have had too much green tea for this day and find myself feisty and ready for my Friday to be over :)

Time for trouble... XOXO

Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Friends of the wierdest sort...



"Where you stand, where you are, that's what your life is right there, regardless of how painful it is or how enjoyable it is. That's what it is"

Taizan Maezumi

Sometimes road bumps make me aware of how real my life is how deep I genuinely am capable of feeling and experiencing. It continuously keeps me more aware and even more grateful of those who surround me and ride this wild roller coaster by my side.




Friday, February 5, 2010

401 Days without her

I miss my grandma today. I just realized that today is fourteen months to the exact evening my life changed completely.


Tuesday, February 2, 2010

Ground Hog Day- another six weeks!!!




Happy Groundhogs Day!!! I am so blessed to be surrounded by such amazing people. I feel very lucky to know that I have such great friends, family, and a good support system. Today is a day for gratitude :) I love you all very much!!!

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

CoNtRoL

0" The Art of Being Wise is the art of knowing what to overlook"
-William James

Friday, January 8, 2010

Sanity seeking words

Things that are done, it is needless to speak about...

things that are past, it is needless to blame...

It is time to step on out and live without guilt, remorse, or blame.

Love thyself, do good onto others and it will come back around.


I have realized just how grateful I am for everyone who has come into my life.

Whether it has been for a short period of time to teach me something, or a lifetime to let me know exactly what unconditional love is about.

I miss those that are not in my life anymore but I know it is for a reason and I need to value what they brought to my life when they were present.


Please let me release the internal drama which causes me to complicate the simplest of ventures.

BE HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, January 4, 2010

2010

Man eating Polar Bear!!!! LOL

Too Cute :)

Thank Goodness 2010 has finally arrived!

#1 thing I am grateful for today are my friends :)



Love you all very much!!!




Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Reflections

Ode to this decade...

I've learned so much and am continuing to learn more and more conceptually, foundationally, and most importantly a new awareness within myself. I find that the development and conditioning of school still resides deep within me. I attempt to overcome this nagging feeling that I am going on year four in this industry as of June 2010. That is the same increment of time that I went through high school... and college... i think back and remember 2002 as if it were yesterday and it is now 8 years?!?!?!?! It's a reality check.

Top Albums that got me through the end of High School, into college, out of college, into the work force...
1.) Stankonia- Outkast
2.) Whoa Nelly! Nelly Furtado
3.) Kid A- Radiohead
4.) Country Grammer- Nelly
5.) The Moon and Antarctica- Modest Mouse
6.) Nia- Blackalicious
7.) Brushfire Fairytales- Jack Johnson
8.) Drops of Jupiter- Train
9.) Songs in a Minor- Alicia Keyes
10.) India.Arie- India Arie
11.)Live at Java Joe’s- Jason Mraz
12.) Room for Squares- John Mayer
13.) Come Away with Me- Norah Jones
14.) A Rush of Blood to The Head- Coldplay
15.) El Cielo- Dredg
16.)Sevens Travels- Atmosphere
17.) God Loves Ugly- Atmosphere
18.) Plans- Death Cab for Cutie
19.) youth- matisyahu
20.) Amputechture- Mars Volta